OMG I love the end of the year. Have I mentioned the "fresh sheet of paper" theory? Probably last year. Top ten lists, mind-maps, LISTS! (you know I love lists, right?), planning, listing, sparkles! But I'm really excited this year, because I found things on the internet that support my love of such things!
This year, I am using the annual review process I found on chrisguillebeau.com. I am also reading (from the Kindle lending library) a book about running life lessons. (Side note: it amuses and intrigues me that so many self-improvement ideas involve running. I suppose that's one of the reasons I keep trying, because there's some sort of connection that I can't fully name.) And really, that's what this blog is all about, between the whining and the dancing and thankfulness lists - what IS the meaning of life?
So, with no further ado: 2011: What went well this year?
My job: I know it's just a job. But I like to do things that I'm good at and that make a difference for others. I really do think that healthcare quality standards make things better for patients. And really simple ones, especially. It amazes me sometimes that United States National Patient Safety Goals have to include "Wash your hands" and "Make sure you have the right patient before you begin treatment", but they really do! And, colleagues that I know in my heart really care and want to do the right thing still struggle with these goals. I do feel that I'm in the right place at the right time, for once.
My health: no new cancer. This is more of a happy coincidence than the result of anything I've done. Next year, I will try harder.
Travel: I went to New Orleans (and I still haven't uploaded the pictures). It was amazing, and not what I assumed at all. I forgive you, South.
Voice: Not singing. But in the heat of some discussions (at work and at home), some voice of truth came out of me. I did not know the words. I should have listened closer, honestly. But I was happy it was there, and I look forward to hearing it more.
Dance: I love dancing. There, I said it out loud. And it means something, in the world. Have you seen this?
So inspiring.
What did not go well?
My garden: too much time online, not enough outside. I will correct that next year.
Running: I kind of dropped out. But like I said above, it appears to be important. I do like it. I just don't love it enough to be obsessed. I think if I sneak up on it, and very casually regard it and hold hands, we can do it again.
Relationship: Being married is hard. I think every mature human in a relationship knows this, but goes for the dumb fairy tale of yore every time. "Marriage" is a gatekeeper, Chris Gillebeau! I'm not sure what to do about it, except realize that I've paid the toll and we're on the road and we'll see where it goes.
Friendships: I'm good at hanging out. I'm not so good at being there. I will try harder for anyone who deserves it this year. I would love to be able to drop the "deserves it" clause, but the scar tissue makes me kind of thick sometimes.
My job: I have briefly succumbed to showing up. I want to be there, too. If I want to be there. You know.
Almost there: GOAL!!!!(s) for 2012. The theme? Small Change, Big Pay-Off.
My job: I will put the passion back by doing what I'm good at - literal, focused analysis with the big picture in mind.
My health: I will sneak the running back. I will remember that I never overeat anymore.
Travel: I want to go to Belgium / Netherlands / Luxembourg in the fall of 2012. There. I said it. 7 -10 days. Investigation begins now.
Voice: I will listen to the voice. Unless it's a voice about cookies or something.
House: I will fix things that are broken. This will make a pleasant environment.
Write: I will keep this blog up! Add pictures! Once a week!!! Exclamation makes it happen.
Dance: I will do a tribal solo at the August show. I will gain confidence by just dancing to my own music at home once a week.
Garden: I have seen the internet. I will then go outside, even if it's only 15 minutes of weeding or pruning.
This year, I am using the annual review process I found on chrisguillebeau.com. I am also reading (from the Kindle lending library) a book about running life lessons. (Side note: it amuses and intrigues me that so many self-improvement ideas involve running. I suppose that's one of the reasons I keep trying, because there's some sort of connection that I can't fully name.) And really, that's what this blog is all about, between the whining and the dancing and thankfulness lists - what IS the meaning of life?
So, with no further ado: 2011: What went well this year?
My job: I know it's just a job. But I like to do things that I'm good at and that make a difference for others. I really do think that healthcare quality standards make things better for patients. And really simple ones, especially. It amazes me sometimes that United States National Patient Safety Goals have to include "Wash your hands" and "Make sure you have the right patient before you begin treatment", but they really do! And, colleagues that I know in my heart really care and want to do the right thing still struggle with these goals. I do feel that I'm in the right place at the right time, for once.
My health: no new cancer. This is more of a happy coincidence than the result of anything I've done. Next year, I will try harder.
Travel: I went to New Orleans (and I still haven't uploaded the pictures). It was amazing, and not what I assumed at all. I forgive you, South.
Voice: Not singing. But in the heat of some discussions (at work and at home), some voice of truth came out of me. I did not know the words. I should have listened closer, honestly. But I was happy it was there, and I look forward to hearing it more.
Dance: I love dancing. There, I said it out loud. And it means something, in the world. Have you seen this?
So inspiring.
What did not go well?
My garden: too much time online, not enough outside. I will correct that next year.
Running: I kind of dropped out. But like I said above, it appears to be important. I do like it. I just don't love it enough to be obsessed. I think if I sneak up on it, and very casually regard it and hold hands, we can do it again.
Relationship: Being married is hard. I think every mature human in a relationship knows this, but goes for the dumb fairy tale of yore every time. "Marriage" is a gatekeeper, Chris Gillebeau! I'm not sure what to do about it, except realize that I've paid the toll and we're on the road and we'll see where it goes.
Friendships: I'm good at hanging out. I'm not so good at being there. I will try harder for anyone who deserves it this year. I would love to be able to drop the "deserves it" clause, but the scar tissue makes me kind of thick sometimes.
My job: I have briefly succumbed to showing up. I want to be there, too. If I want to be there. You know.
Almost there: GOAL!!!!(s) for 2012. The theme? Small Change, Big Pay-Off.
My job: I will put the passion back by doing what I'm good at - literal, focused analysis with the big picture in mind.
My health: I will sneak the running back. I will remember that I never overeat anymore.
Travel: I want to go to Belgium / Netherlands / Luxembourg in the fall of 2012. There. I said it. 7 -10 days. Investigation begins now.
Voice: I will listen to the voice. Unless it's a voice about cookies or something.
House: I will fix things that are broken. This will make a pleasant environment.
Write: I will keep this blog up! Add pictures! Once a week!!! Exclamation makes it happen.
Dance: I will do a tribal solo at the August show. I will gain confidence by just dancing to my own music at home once a week.
Garden: I have seen the internet. I will then go outside, even if it's only 15 minutes of weeding or pruning.
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